You know I spent a good 45 minutues typing out a whole page of how I feel.
And then I pressed CTRL+A followed by the delete button.
I thought it's getting easy to talk about everything, it's not. I keep getting sucked back into the hole of emotions like guilt, shame, fear and grief.
Why can't I just have the good old days back?No I can't and yes I've tried... I've tried over and over again numerous of times. But it never worked. I keep telling myself that. It's just I don't believe it. I just wanted to stop getting hurt, I just want the good ol' days back.
It's never going to happen, I know it.
And then I pressed CTRL+A followed by the delete button.
I thought it's getting easy to talk about everything, it's not. I keep getting sucked back into the hole of emotions like guilt, shame, fear and grief.
Why can't I just have the good old days back?No I can't and yes I've tried... I've tried over and over again numerous of times. But it never worked. I keep telling myself that. It's just I don't believe it. I just wanted to stop getting hurt, I just want the good ol' days back.
It's never going to happen, I know it.
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